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2:39 AM
Saturday, May 1, 2010
my life so misery...
nobody knew it
all of my friends thought i didnt facing any problems
actually im not
i also got a lot of many problems
just i never say out
why i never say out
due to i knew only i can help myself
even i say out my problems,
also no use
especially want tell bf
useless tell him at all
he just say i gave him stress only
never care me
never talk with me
even got talk with me
just only simple words
"yes","oh","no" and etc
like that can communication??
totally not ,my friends
love just like our human life cycle
human life cycle starting with baby -> kid -> teenager -> adult -> die [lastly]
love life cycle starting with sweet -> spicy [hot] -> sour -> bitter
when start in love
we should prepare facing future might be happen on us
just only we dont know when will happen
or
maybe will not happen in our life
is all hard to say
all depends how to handle it
fer me,
i cant handle well
maybe i starting felt not trust guys when see my mother suffer take care of me
due to my father treat her not good
i never say out that i had been beat by my bf
nobody know
did you know been beat my bf is what felt??
love him so much but he like that treating you!
worth???
beat me never mind...
with other gal at my back while im so loyalty on him
what fer i do until like that?
im felt myself so silly gal
but all ady pass
that ady gave me a lesson that dont be silly gal ady
is true that living alone with any accompany is quite suffer
cause when you sad, will felt need some warm from some one to comfort you
but i never had it
is it funny??
i never felt a warm hug from my guy before
also never felt any sweet love when dating
nobody know how my dating life
my appearance become a problem?
may be...
i admit that im not pretty gal
but at least i got my good side
