the problem became so serious...
in once time,i caught 3gals
the mainly gal is HOSPITALITY student
NOT chinese people

he say dat he regret what he did
in 6years,he also say the same words
i can keep tahan his did wrong until now

i totally lost my confident
im not dare see around people
cause many students of MSU knew about my things
they knew he outside got gal
betray me
dat why i hate guy

i thought dat gal is chinese and pretty
but in fact,NOT
ugly + many pimples
dat gal also got bf ady

what should i do?

i just know i need time to pull down all 6years relationship
i believe myself can get the better guy than him
can protect me

normally is guy protect gal
but me???
became i protect him than he protect me

i cant believe it
again i caught what he did at my back
again due to a gal
guys always like dat betray gal

no wonder when i asking "where you go?"
he will reply "why you keep asking?can you dont control me?"
i control him???
i just asking where he go only
cause i keep see him go out only

now.....now.....NOW
I FOUND OUT THE REASON WHY HE KEEP GO SUNWAY
is got a kuching gal come here
always say no money no money
BUT he got money buy CLOTHES AT TOP MAN
GOT MONEY SPENT ON THAT GAL WHEN GOING OUT EAT

if going out eat with me
you know what he say????
"dont spent money larh"
in fact IS HE SPENT ON OTHER GAL

i am what???

WHAT A BULLSHIT THING!!!!!!

i always heard my friends keep sad due to their bf betray them
i just keep ask them STRONG as me
outside of me look strong
inside me not at all

why i will suddenly change?
all is because i ady felt hurt enough
mostly my coursemate asking me why i suddenly slim many in 2week
i try change myself
change myself into another person of me
be myself back like before i am

nothing could explain the pain that i had....