all my friends say i look like so mysterious gal
keep hide my own things and less share my problems to them
fer me, i can handle it [hopefully]

my life not happy at all
people thought im so fierce when im not smiling
not i dont want to smile
is i cant smile at all
even force to smile ,also cant

actually im not fierce person
im the person can be joke,talk and fun
may be my face really look like fierce person
i really so wish fast graduate
fast earn $$ fer myself

not need depend on him again
but now....
i cant
i hard find a person can chat with me
or may be is me dont want to chat with them

23 years old .....
fer me already old
but i still wish time can turn back

what eu all know about love?
fer me, love just nothing to me
why i say so?

may be it because the love what i had never had happy
even got happy,just a moment
my love thing was so complicated
mostly is argue
but i always hope he will understand me
too bad is impossible happen in my life

i admit that i jealous my friends got wonderful love life
i happy fer them and enjoy listen their story
i know help my friends settle love problem with their lover
but i realise myself love problem cant solve it
why?

i always advice my friends that if met a guy that love eu more den eu love him / so care about eu
eu should not let go dat chances god gave eu
god gave us ONLY ONE good chances to us
if miss it....
dont know when eu have dat again or not

fer me,i miss many good chances
if not due to i keep stubborn believe dat he is my right choice
my life now sure is happy

my life full of dull...
dont think my outside appreans look like strong
actually inside of me, im not
im so too weak
i just didnt show out my weakness
i always told my friends to be strong like me

starting my short semester now....
but so rushing this semester again
haih......
the happy thing is can enter new campus soon

yesterday go out with friend
then we two che che keep take pica in fitting room
i keep worry about my graduate thing....
haih.....
i will be late graduate...
what a bad news to me

haih....
this holiday so bored and so short
dont have any plan
just staying at home only become gud girl

im still same old day..
nothing special thing happen on me
with bored life